results of week 8
Sep. 28th, 2005 12:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alenxa_classicToday's weight: 172.0
From last week: -3.5
From start: -15.5
I don't care what the scale said today, because the butt pants fit. Sure, they now emphasize the unprettiness of my hip region, but that gets hidden under my sweater most of the day (yup, wearing it again) and isn't too visible when I'm sitting down. So, no real problems there, except that the butt pants don't have pockets.
Problem is that teh sick won't go away. I'm thinking maybe the calorie restriction is keeping me from being able to fight off whatever this crap is, but I can't make myself eat over points in good, legitimate food. I'll happily eat a piece of cake, or an extra slice of pizza, and then kick myself for it; but try to get me to take extra chicken or fruit or eat more than half the veggie burrito and bang, there's the proverbial brick wall. (Lost party was a notable exception, and I think it did me good.) I actually got panicky last night after deciding in the morning to overeat (translation: eat more normally) and later having second thoughts, and ended up under max after all, thanks to vegetable stir-fry leftovers. I think this means I'm officially into the mindset again. We'll see what happens with teh sick.
From last week: -3.5
From start: -15.5
I don't care what the scale said today, because the butt pants fit. Sure, they now emphasize the unprettiness of my hip region, but that gets hidden under my sweater most of the day (yup, wearing it again) and isn't too visible when I'm sitting down. So, no real problems there, except that the butt pants don't have pockets.
Problem is that teh sick won't go away. I'm thinking maybe the calorie restriction is keeping me from being able to fight off whatever this crap is, but I can't make myself eat over points in good, legitimate food. I'll happily eat a piece of cake, or an extra slice of pizza, and then kick myself for it; but try to get me to take extra chicken or fruit or eat more than half the veggie burrito and bang, there's the proverbial brick wall. (Lost party was a notable exception, and I think it did me good.) I actually got panicky last night after deciding in the morning to overeat (translation: eat more normally) and later having second thoughts, and ended up under max after all, thanks to vegetable stir-fry leftovers. I think this means I'm officially into the mindset again. We'll see what happens with teh sick.
